Lilly felt her heart ache and whimper as Brayden moved out from under her. He must have felt the kiss and have been disgusted by it. She must have imagined that he had said he liked her last night. Burying her face into the couch she didn't move but pretended to be asleep until she heard his door shut. As soon as he was gone she burst into tears, unable to help herself. She knew she shouldn't have touched him. He probably wasn't going to return now, and if by some miracle he did he'd probably keep his distance too. Lilly began wanting alcohol again but with the hangover she had already Lilly knew better then that. What was she supposed to do though when she felt this completely lousy? She could have sworn he had kissed her back but since he so quickly up and left after her lips "accidentally" but on purpose touched his the only conclusion she could come too was that he obviously didn't feel the same.
Hearing someone touch the door knob she quickly dried her face with a cushion before pretending she was asleep again. The last thing she wanted was to make Brayden feel bad because she had imagined things had been said last night. Was he even still blind, or could he see? She couldn't remember if that was real or not. She supposed it didn't matter either way really. She shouldn't have left his bedroom, she shouldn't have laid on top of him, and she shouldn't have kissed him. She should have known better. Lilly had been so sure she had known what did happen last night that kissing him would have been nothing but good for them. She didn't know how she could have got it so wrong. Hearing his voice he sounded so cheery. So happy. She pretended to wake up slowly opening her eyes to look at him. Noticing the bags she realised he must have gotten breakfast.
"What do we got for breakfast?"
Lilly asked softly as she turned over and moved herself so she was sat on the couch with her knees against her chest. A part of her wanted to put whipped cream on her naked body and have Brayden lick it all off but if he was so against one very tiny kiss - which she thought he had been asleep through - then he definately wouldn't want to lick cream off her body. Maybe she was just destined to be alone. Maybe she was just supposed to be in this much pain forever. Maybe this was her consequence for having an affair with a married man. She had done things she would never do. The affair with a married man just being one of two very bad things she had done. The other was accidentally kill his wife by backing into her without knowing it which caused Sherona to fall into the barbeque and get burnt alive. Well, she was a vampire so perhaps not alive but it was still her fault.
Friday, September 4, 2009
a bleeding heart, part 9
Lilly didn't have any time to keep the bottle in her hands or to save it from its destruction. She was far too out of it to be able to have quick reflexes which werewolves were naturally known for. She also didn't have any time or ability to get out of Brayden's grip as he picked her up. Then again sober or not Lilly wouldn't have wanted to get out of Brayden's strong muscular arms. Especially with him carrying her. It was like being in heaven. He carried her all the way to his house too. It was so romantic too. At least, it felt it to Lilly. She smiled the entire way back to his house. She was enjoying it so much infact that she really did not want to let go of him as he put her on the couch. Somehow though he got out of her grip and left her in the dark on his couch. The gorgeous blonde couldn't help but whimper a little as she hoped Brayden was coming back. He had promised her that he wouldn't leave her so he had too... Right?
When Brayden did come back a smile washed over her lips and lit up her tear soaked yet pretty face. As soon as he was sat on the couch she moved over and straddled his lap. Her knees bent either side of his thighs and hips as her bottom seductively and gently rubbed against his crotch. Of course Lilly didn't really know what she was doing except that she wanted to be as close to Brayden as possible. Whether that was just physical or not no one could really be sure. He looked so drop dead sexy even in the dark. He looked like a bad boy from the top of his head to the tip of his foot yet he had a good heart. He was pretty much the perfect guy in her mind. Why he even wanted and loved her she had no idea. As she had said a thousand times this evening under the influence of alcohol he could quite easily have thousands of supermodels swooning all over him.
Lilly must have passed out some time after that because when she woke up she was in Brayden's bed, alone, and in one of his tracksuit bottoms and t-shirt. Her head was pounding like mad. It was so bad all she wanted to do was sleep but then she saw something on his nightstand. There were migrane tablets and a glass of water on it. Brayden must have put them there before he fell asleep. He must have got her changed too. Either that or helped her do it. Rubbing her forehead she popped the tablets into her mouth and downed the water. Inhaling deeply Lilly slowly rose to her feet before wandering downstairs. There he was. Brayden was laid on the couch. Lilly couldn't remember everything that happened last night. Just a few tiny bits of Brayden being there, carrying her, and telling her he could see. Why was it as soon as he could see she had a breakdown and looked horrific? It was just so typical.
Silently Lilly walked forwards. She wasn't sure what she was doing but Lilly knew she had to be closer to him. She slid beneath the blanket he had on himself, laying on her stomach on top of him and smiled softly. Her chest against his she ever so lightly brushed some fingertips against his cheeks. If Lilly was honest she wasn't surprised about Brett's disgusting unfaithful ways. It was that she had let it happen to her that had upset her the most. All the signs were there and yet she let a little charm ignore her own god damn instinct. She was over Brett. She had been over him whilst she had been with him. During the end of their relationship Lilly had been distant thinking of possibly leaving. Brett had honestly done her a favour by being unfaithful. Now she could be with Brayden. A man that would honour and treasure her. Leaning forwards a bit she pressed her lips against his unable to resist. Pulling away before he woke up she sighed softly as she closed her eyes. It was morning the next day but even so Lilly never wanted to leave. She pretended to be sleeping because at least that way he wouldn't move away from her.
When Brayden did come back a smile washed over her lips and lit up her tear soaked yet pretty face. As soon as he was sat on the couch she moved over and straddled his lap. Her knees bent either side of his thighs and hips as her bottom seductively and gently rubbed against his crotch. Of course Lilly didn't really know what she was doing except that she wanted to be as close to Brayden as possible. Whether that was just physical or not no one could really be sure. He looked so drop dead sexy even in the dark. He looked like a bad boy from the top of his head to the tip of his foot yet he had a good heart. He was pretty much the perfect guy in her mind. Why he even wanted and loved her she had no idea. As she had said a thousand times this evening under the influence of alcohol he could quite easily have thousands of supermodels swooning all over him.
Lilly must have passed out some time after that because when she woke up she was in Brayden's bed, alone, and in one of his tracksuit bottoms and t-shirt. Her head was pounding like mad. It was so bad all she wanted to do was sleep but then she saw something on his nightstand. There were migrane tablets and a glass of water on it. Brayden must have put them there before he fell asleep. He must have got her changed too. Either that or helped her do it. Rubbing her forehead she popped the tablets into her mouth and downed the water. Inhaling deeply Lilly slowly rose to her feet before wandering downstairs. There he was. Brayden was laid on the couch. Lilly couldn't remember everything that happened last night. Just a few tiny bits of Brayden being there, carrying her, and telling her he could see. Why was it as soon as he could see she had a breakdown and looked horrific? It was just so typical.
Silently Lilly walked forwards. She wasn't sure what she was doing but Lilly knew she had to be closer to him. She slid beneath the blanket he had on himself, laying on her stomach on top of him and smiled softly. Her chest against his she ever so lightly brushed some fingertips against his cheeks. If Lilly was honest she wasn't surprised about Brett's disgusting unfaithful ways. It was that she had let it happen to her that had upset her the most. All the signs were there and yet she let a little charm ignore her own god damn instinct. She was over Brett. She had been over him whilst she had been with him. During the end of their relationship Lilly had been distant thinking of possibly leaving. Brett had honestly done her a favour by being unfaithful. Now she could be with Brayden. A man that would honour and treasure her. Leaning forwards a bit she pressed her lips against his unable to resist. Pulling away before he woke up she sighed softly as she closed her eyes. It was morning the next day but even so Lilly never wanted to leave. She pretended to be sleeping because at least that way he wouldn't move away from her.
a bleeding heart, part 8
When Brayden leaned in she thought he was going to kiss her but then his lips passed her own. His lips touched her cheek in a gentle kiss. Lilly sighed as she lowered her head to glance down at her lap. Not a proper kiss. She understood where he came from and everything. She felt the same but... well, she really wanted a kiss with Brayden. She felt so worthless. So unwanted. So disgusting that no man would ever want her. Sure, Brayden had said he wanted her but what if that changed? It had changed with her father and Brett. She wasn't worthy of one kiss from any man let alone a relationship. She could bet if she became a prostitute she couldn't even pay other people to bed her. Sighing she nodded quietly before putting the tissue back into Brayden's pocket. She would save him from having to leave her.
"I should go... You've got work in the morning and I'm drunk out of my head."
Where was she going to stay? Lilly had no idea. Probably in a meadow curled up by a stream. After being kicked out of Brett's castle Lilly didn't have a home anymore. She'd burnt all her things and decided to live as a wolf. It was part of the reason her dress was ripped in several places. She slowly stood up making sure to keep her balance before leaning forward to kiss Brayden's cheek back. Her hand ran down his arm before entwining her fingers with his. She squeezed his hand gently before turning to head for the door. As she got halfway she heard a song that used to be one of her favourites. Mariah Carey's "Touch My Body." Now Lilly couldn't bare any songs about love, or intimacy, or anything like that. It just hurt her even more. Turning her head she slipped out of the night club. She didn't want to leave Brayden but he was right. She had to... well, she had to try and get over Brett before she even thought about Brayden.
She hated leaving Brayden. He was her best friend but this was for his benefit. She didn't want to hurt him in any way. Burying her face into her hands she began to weep. With her back against the wall she slid down it pulling her knees up to her chest as she sobbed. Why was her life turning to crap?! This wasn't fair. None of this was fair. She just wanted to find a hole and die in it. She would do what was best for Brayden. Glancing out of the corner of her eye she noticed a half full bottle of vodka. Not caring who had bought it or left it there she grabbed the bottle and began to down it.
"I should go... You've got work in the morning and I'm drunk out of my head."
Where was she going to stay? Lilly had no idea. Probably in a meadow curled up by a stream. After being kicked out of Brett's castle Lilly didn't have a home anymore. She'd burnt all her things and decided to live as a wolf. It was part of the reason her dress was ripped in several places. She slowly stood up making sure to keep her balance before leaning forward to kiss Brayden's cheek back. Her hand ran down his arm before entwining her fingers with his. She squeezed his hand gently before turning to head for the door. As she got halfway she heard a song that used to be one of her favourites. Mariah Carey's "Touch My Body." Now Lilly couldn't bare any songs about love, or intimacy, or anything like that. It just hurt her even more. Turning her head she slipped out of the night club. She didn't want to leave Brayden but he was right. She had to... well, she had to try and get over Brett before she even thought about Brayden.
She hated leaving Brayden. He was her best friend but this was for his benefit. She didn't want to hurt him in any way. Burying her face into her hands she began to weep. With her back against the wall she slid down it pulling her knees up to her chest as she sobbed. Why was her life turning to crap?! This wasn't fair. None of this was fair. She just wanted to find a hole and die in it. She would do what was best for Brayden. Glancing out of the corner of her eye she noticed a half full bottle of vodka. Not caring who had bought it or left it there she grabbed the bottle and began to down it.
a bleeding heart, part 7
"What? Oh, Brayden! Your insufferable!"
Lilly replied, in a playful manner of course, as she pushed him playfully on the chest. It was typical of him to notice that part of what she said and not the important part. Actually it was typical of Brayden to be playful and always find some silly way to cheer her up. His little comment had even made her laugh a little. He could be such a clown sometimes. It was probably what she liked most about him apart from his jaw dropping good looks. He always managed to make her laugh no matter what her mood was. Lilly was actually smiling for the first time since she found out about Brett's sordid... disgusting... heartbreaking... She sighed at that point. She hadn't smiled since she found out about Brett with another girl. He didn't even have the decency to break up with her. She had to leave him. Technically, if she had done nothing, Brett would have been dating two women at the same time. He probably wouldn't have done anything anyway.
"I know Brayden. I don't want you to be a replacement either. I wish you had told me this when I was over Christian, and before I got with Brett. Then I wouldn't have to feel this heartbroken right now, and I'd be with you. I'd probably be happy. Next time I think the father of an ex could be the one hit me. I never want to feel this ever again."
Lilly spoke, her gaze leaving his face to glance at the floor. All she wanted was to be with Brayden, and fall asleep in his arms. However as they had both said she didn't want Brayden to end up being a replacement, or the possibility of one, or a rebound. Lilly was pretty sure she wouldn't use Brayden like that but it was best if there was no opportunity too. Maybe they should be friends for another week or two. She could use the time to get over Brett. She could also use it to flirt and kiss other guys - just to get that part of the moving on process out of her system. That way after a week or two if Brayden and her got together after that point she'd know for sure that there was genuine feelings between them and she wouldn't have any chance of hurting him. That was the very last thing she wanted to do. Would Brayden wait though? She hoped so. So badly.
"Maybe we should wait a week or two for me to get over Brett. Once that time is up we'll know for sure I'm over him and you won't get hurt. That is... if you want to wait for me, and trust me, I completely understand if you don't."
She wasn't anything special after all. Brayden, as she said, could have any woman he wanted. Even the unobtainable. Why he would wait for her god only knows. Lilly squeezed his hands softly. Although she had stopped crying for a moment her face was still stained - and soaking wet - with tears. Sliding a hand into his trousers pocket she pulled out a tissue, which he always seemed to have on him, and began drying her face as best as possible. She looked a complete state, and right now she wished she wasn't. If she could make him think she had been wearing something draw dropping for this entire evening then she would have done it. He had seen her now and she would have to live with this as being his first visual impression of her. Lifting her head she gazed up into his eyes a wierd question fluttering into her pretty blonde head.
"Do... do you think I could just have one kiss for the road though?"
Lilly replied, in a playful manner of course, as she pushed him playfully on the chest. It was typical of him to notice that part of what she said and not the important part. Actually it was typical of Brayden to be playful and always find some silly way to cheer her up. His little comment had even made her laugh a little. He could be such a clown sometimes. It was probably what she liked most about him apart from his jaw dropping good looks. He always managed to make her laugh no matter what her mood was. Lilly was actually smiling for the first time since she found out about Brett's sordid... disgusting... heartbreaking... She sighed at that point. She hadn't smiled since she found out about Brett with another girl. He didn't even have the decency to break up with her. She had to leave him. Technically, if she had done nothing, Brett would have been dating two women at the same time. He probably wouldn't have done anything anyway.
"I know Brayden. I don't want you to be a replacement either. I wish you had told me this when I was over Christian, and before I got with Brett. Then I wouldn't have to feel this heartbroken right now, and I'd be with you. I'd probably be happy. Next time I think the father of an ex could be the one hit me. I never want to feel this ever again."
Lilly spoke, her gaze leaving his face to glance at the floor. All she wanted was to be with Brayden, and fall asleep in his arms. However as they had both said she didn't want Brayden to end up being a replacement, or the possibility of one, or a rebound. Lilly was pretty sure she wouldn't use Brayden like that but it was best if there was no opportunity too. Maybe they should be friends for another week or two. She could use the time to get over Brett. She could also use it to flirt and kiss other guys - just to get that part of the moving on process out of her system. That way after a week or two if Brayden and her got together after that point she'd know for sure that there was genuine feelings between them and she wouldn't have any chance of hurting him. That was the very last thing she wanted to do. Would Brayden wait though? She hoped so. So badly.
"Maybe we should wait a week or two for me to get over Brett. Once that time is up we'll know for sure I'm over him and you won't get hurt. That is... if you want to wait for me, and trust me, I completely understand if you don't."
She wasn't anything special after all. Brayden, as she said, could have any woman he wanted. Even the unobtainable. Why he would wait for her god only knows. Lilly squeezed his hands softly. Although she had stopped crying for a moment her face was still stained - and soaking wet - with tears. Sliding a hand into his trousers pocket she pulled out a tissue, which he always seemed to have on him, and began drying her face as best as possible. She looked a complete state, and right now she wished she wasn't. If she could make him think she had been wearing something draw dropping for this entire evening then she would have done it. He had seen her now and she would have to live with this as being his first visual impression of her. Lifting her head she gazed up into his eyes a wierd question fluttering into her pretty blonde head.
"Do... do you think I could just have one kiss for the road though?"
a bleeding heart, part 6
Oh god. Brayden was so charming. How was she supposed to resist him? Her good heart told her she had to fully mourn the end of her relationship with Brett. That way when she was completely over it she could be with Brayden and she wouldn't be using him or hurting him in any single way. Plus if they did end up dating or something their relationship could start in a proper way. However how was she supposed to resist him? He was staring at her, she could feel it, like she was the only girl in the room - maybe even the world. He was laying on the charm, saying he did love her truly and completely. He had even mentioned how he wanted them to be together for forever. Forever. Brett had promsied that. Brayden was her best friend! Sure, she had one mega crush on Brayden since she first laid eyes on him but could it even work?
What if it didn't work out and she ended up losing her best friend? What if she didn't take the chance now to be with him and he never ever gave her another one? She could lose the chance to be with the one that could quite possibly be 'the one' for her. Maybe she should string this out. Maybe she should ask him why he loved her. It could give her some time to think about this more. Biting her lip she stopped dancing and lightly tugged on his hand.
"I think I need to sit down."
She spoke softly before leading him back to the bar. Once at the bar she sat down, tucking some blonde hair behind her ear before letting her hands settle on her lap. He... loved her. Brayden loved her. Brayden could be a supermodel, or the hottest male alive voted by the entire female population. Hell, he was level with Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki on the hotness scale which was 'Beyond Godly'. How... why... How could Brayden fall for her? She wasn't anything special. She really wasn't. Biting her lip she let her hands reach out for his. Sliding her hands into his she gently brushed her thumbs against the back of his hands.
"Your the hottest thing I have ever seen. Your so out of my league its not even funny. I've... I've had this huge crush on you since I met you. I never... I never thought you'd ever want me in that way. You can have supermodels if you wanted... I... I don't want to hurt you Brayden. I want to be with you so badly but I don't think I've finished getting over Brett yet and the last thing I want is any relationship with you to start and be based on a possible rebound. I'd never ever want to do that to you. When you take me on our first date I want to know with every inch of my heart that its starting right. That there is no one else in my heart but you."
Lilly confessed. She was definately drunk. Lilly would have never ever said any of that otherwise. She finally lifted her head to look up into his eyes. Her own baby blue eyes started to water as she bit her lip once more. Brett and Christian always hated and yelled at her for biting her lip.
"I... I don't want to be without you though... I've wanted you for so long..."
What if it didn't work out and she ended up losing her best friend? What if she didn't take the chance now to be with him and he never ever gave her another one? She could lose the chance to be with the one that could quite possibly be 'the one' for her. Maybe she should string this out. Maybe she should ask him why he loved her. It could give her some time to think about this more. Biting her lip she stopped dancing and lightly tugged on his hand.
"I think I need to sit down."
She spoke softly before leading him back to the bar. Once at the bar she sat down, tucking some blonde hair behind her ear before letting her hands settle on her lap. He... loved her. Brayden loved her. Brayden could be a supermodel, or the hottest male alive voted by the entire female population. Hell, he was level with Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki on the hotness scale which was 'Beyond Godly'. How... why... How could Brayden fall for her? She wasn't anything special. She really wasn't. Biting her lip she let her hands reach out for his. Sliding her hands into his she gently brushed her thumbs against the back of his hands.
"Your the hottest thing I have ever seen. Your so out of my league its not even funny. I've... I've had this huge crush on you since I met you. I never... I never thought you'd ever want me in that way. You can have supermodels if you wanted... I... I don't want to hurt you Brayden. I want to be with you so badly but I don't think I've finished getting over Brett yet and the last thing I want is any relationship with you to start and be based on a possible rebound. I'd never ever want to do that to you. When you take me on our first date I want to know with every inch of my heart that its starting right. That there is no one else in my heart but you."
Lilly confessed. She was definately drunk. Lilly would have never ever said any of that otherwise. She finally lifted her head to look up into his eyes. Her own baby blue eyes started to water as she bit her lip once more. Brett and Christian always hated and yelled at her for biting her lip.
"I... I don't want to be without you though... I've wanted you for so long..."
a bleeding heart, part 5
Oh god. He had heard her? Wait. He had been talking about himself? Did... did he love her? That was probably a very stupid question but she had no idea. Lilly decided she was far too drunk to be able to figure this all out so she pushed it aside. After all she was already making her way to the dancefloor. Lilly however paused mid-stride as soon as Brayden mentioned that he could see. He... could see her? Oh crap! She looked a state. She had always told herself if he ended up seeing she'd get this amazing red dress that would make her look unbelieveable for the first time he saw her. Lilly couldn't look at him now. Biting her lip she let him take her out to the dancefloor and dance with her. She rested her hands on his shoulders but her gaze just couldn't find its way past his neck. She couldn't look at him now. Sure, he'd just called her beautiful, which had made her blush so much, but what if he was just saying that?
Lilly was slow dancing with her crush and she couldn't even look at him. She of course was happy for him that he could see but if she had known... She really hadn't wanted him to see in this state and have it as his first memory of seeing her. She didn't even have a decent dress on her, her hair was an untamed state, and her face was covered in the remains of her tears. She couldn't even remember if she had make-up on and if she did her masacra was probably running. How could he think she was beautiful? He must be blind. Well... he wasn't anymore. Damn it. She had thought he looked her up and down! Next time she was so going with her instinct. Her instinct had been right about Brett and was right about Brayden too. She swallowed deeply, her nerves beginning to get the better of her as she continued to dance with Brayden. Every girl wanted to be her right now, and it felt so wierd.
"I... didn't realise your surgery was so soon. I... I look a state. I always told myself if you ever saw me I'd make sure I looked amazing for you so you'd have a good first impression. Guess I blew that."
She confessed, her gaze on their shoes. Her heart was racing like she had just done a marathon and yet she hadn't done anything. At least not a marathon in any case. Right now all she could think about was kissing Brayden. She knew it wasn't right even though Brett was probably having sex with this mistress of his. Lilly was a good girl though. Just thinking about kissing someone a day after she found out the ex-love of her life was already setting up a new family with someone else whilst he was doing the same with her. Maybe she should just sleep around though. It was clear being a good girl wasn't doing anything good for her. It was just getting her hurt so badly. Biting her lip she pressed her face into the crook of his neck as she held him close. Lilly had always tried her best to be a good girl and see the silver lining in every storm cloud. However she was finding it so hard to see what life lesson or what good thing she was supposed to realise after Brett broke her heart. Maybe it was something to do with Brayden?
"Do... do you really love me? I mean... erm... in a romantic way?"
Lilly was slow dancing with her crush and she couldn't even look at him. She of course was happy for him that he could see but if she had known... She really hadn't wanted him to see in this state and have it as his first memory of seeing her. She didn't even have a decent dress on her, her hair was an untamed state, and her face was covered in the remains of her tears. She couldn't even remember if she had make-up on and if she did her masacra was probably running. How could he think she was beautiful? He must be blind. Well... he wasn't anymore. Damn it. She had thought he looked her up and down! Next time she was so going with her instinct. Her instinct had been right about Brett and was right about Brayden too. She swallowed deeply, her nerves beginning to get the better of her as she continued to dance with Brayden. Every girl wanted to be her right now, and it felt so wierd.
"I... didn't realise your surgery was so soon. I... I look a state. I always told myself if you ever saw me I'd make sure I looked amazing for you so you'd have a good first impression. Guess I blew that."
She confessed, her gaze on their shoes. Her heart was racing like she had just done a marathon and yet she hadn't done anything. At least not a marathon in any case. Right now all she could think about was kissing Brayden. She knew it wasn't right even though Brett was probably having sex with this mistress of his. Lilly was a good girl though. Just thinking about kissing someone a day after she found out the ex-love of her life was already setting up a new family with someone else whilst he was doing the same with her. Maybe she should just sleep around though. It was clear being a good girl wasn't doing anything good for her. It was just getting her hurt so badly. Biting her lip she pressed her face into the crook of his neck as she held him close. Lilly had always tried her best to be a good girl and see the silver lining in every storm cloud. However she was finding it so hard to see what life lesson or what good thing she was supposed to realise after Brett broke her heart. Maybe it was something to do with Brayden?
"Do... do you really love me? I mean... erm... in a romantic way?"
a bleeding heart, part 4
"not the way I love you.” What did that mean? Well, Lilly knew what she wanted it to mean but he couldn't mean it like that. He was so far out of her league she couldn't see his feet. On the other hand though she couldn't help but wish he did mean it that way. She had often dreamed of him brushing her hair behind her ear tenatively and of him holding her close against his shirtless body whilst they laid in bed together. What could she say? A six pack chest was her biggest weakness in a man - that and breathtaking eyes - and Brayden had an incredible six pack. She often found herself staring at his chest when they went swimming which was okay since he could never see her doing so. She often blushed when she ended up looking at Brayden that way. He never saw which meant she never got embarassed by looking or had to explain herself which would end up with her getting all flustered.
With her face against his chest she could feel his well fined pecks. Any excuse to get his t-shirt wet she'd often take. Mostly in playful hose or bucket water fights when they were doing the garden or cleaning a friend's car. It always looked innocent but in some subconcious way Lilly couldn't resist. She did treasure the moments when she could be this physically close to him. If they ended up as best friends forever then Lilly would accept that. After all, he was a god, and probably had a few supermodels waiting for his call. At least he was here tonight. Lilly had been so worried he might not come. She had thought he'd probably have a date or something. Yet, here he was. She loved it that he had turned up. She didn't feel as alone when she was with Brayden. She was half way across the world from her family. It would have been so lonely here if she didn't have Brayden. Especially right now.
"Like you..."
Lilly whispered, not even stopping to think before she spoke as she responded to his small speech. Realising what she had said she blushed and looked away, hoping to god he hadn't heard her. She let herself cough, clearing her throat, before letting her hands leave his body as she stepped backwards. This was probably the time where she should get even more drunk. Yes. She needed to get a hell of a lot more drunk then she was now - and trust me she was most definately drunk. She was saying more then she ever would if she had been sober. Turning around she grasped her glass firmly and downed it before placing it back on the bar. Again, on impulse and without thinking about it, she turned and slid her hand into Brayden's. With a smile she tugged on his hand before leading him out to the dancefloor. Toni Braxton's song "Unbreak My Heart" was playing and right then that was Lilly's theme tune. She had to dance to it.
With her face against his chest she could feel his well fined pecks. Any excuse to get his t-shirt wet she'd often take. Mostly in playful hose or bucket water fights when they were doing the garden or cleaning a friend's car. It always looked innocent but in some subconcious way Lilly couldn't resist. She did treasure the moments when she could be this physically close to him. If they ended up as best friends forever then Lilly would accept that. After all, he was a god, and probably had a few supermodels waiting for his call. At least he was here tonight. Lilly had been so worried he might not come. She had thought he'd probably have a date or something. Yet, here he was. She loved it that he had turned up. She didn't feel as alone when she was with Brayden. She was half way across the world from her family. It would have been so lonely here if she didn't have Brayden. Especially right now.
"Like you..."
Lilly whispered, not even stopping to think before she spoke as she responded to his small speech. Realising what she had said she blushed and looked away, hoping to god he hadn't heard her. She let herself cough, clearing her throat, before letting her hands leave his body as she stepped backwards. This was probably the time where she should get even more drunk. Yes. She needed to get a hell of a lot more drunk then she was now - and trust me she was most definately drunk. She was saying more then she ever would if she had been sober. Turning around she grasped her glass firmly and downed it before placing it back on the bar. Again, on impulse and without thinking about it, she turned and slid her hand into Brayden's. With a smile she tugged on his hand before leading him out to the dancefloor. Toni Braxton's song "Unbreak My Heart" was playing and right then that was Lilly's theme tune. She had to dance to it.
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