Friday, September 4, 2009

Searching for a place to call home

She looked like a sixteen year old kid. She wasn't even out of high school by the sounds of it. What the hell did Brett even see in her? He was a paedophile. At least that was what everyone thought and would think when they looked at that child. She was even pregnant. It was ridiculous. Ah well. She was building her own heartbreak. Soon enough Brett would get bored, he'd find another woman, and he'd cheat on that child. Ha. Probably with a fifteen year old. That made Lilly smile. At least Lilly had the sense to ignore Bretts pleading after she had used him a day or two ago. She'd slept with Brett and Paul. Ignored both of their pleads, and now... Well she felt better. She had gotten her revenge, they know knew what it felt like to be used and heartbroken, and hopefully they would both become better men.For some stupid reason Brett was very fertile. So fertile infact Lilly had been pregnant with his kid too. Of course he had kicked her out when she found out, and then after that she had gotten an abortion. Best thing she ever did. If Sherona was still alive she would be thoroughly disgusted by Brett and his actions. If Sherona was alive she would have called the police and that child's parents. The police would have probably put Brett in jail, and the parents would be equally disgusted if they were decent parents. If they were decent parents they would have knocked some sense into the child and gotten rid of the abomination in the child's womb. Still, not everyone were decent parents. That night when Brett had begged her to be his again Lilly had called her mother, Saffie, and she had reassured Lilly she was doing the right thing. Lilly had an amazing mother.It was about midnight, Lilly was in a pair of silver grey tracksuit bottoms and a white crop top, just staring at the dark street as cars drove by. She was sat on Brayden's porch wondering where her future now layed. Lilly had always been a free spirit but after everything she had been put through and suffered she was finding it harder and harder to be her old self. A part of her wanted to call the police and get those two "lovers" apart for good. She wanted Brett to go to jail so he could be knocked to his senses and for that child to be with someone her own age. On the other hand though she knew it shouldn't bother her if Brett wanted to be seen as a paedophile. If he wanted to go for younger and younger girls then that was his problem. Even if they ended up being five years old before he finally realised his own self destructive pattern. Still... Lilly had a good pure heart and nothing in her could convince her to leave the entire situation alone.
She had to stop future girls from getting hurt. She had to get that child away from Brett before she was destroyed for good - which would end up happening whether she wanted to believe it or not - and... Well, Lilly wanted to try and honour Sherona's memory because Brett sure as hell didn't. If he had ever loved his wife Sherona he would have never ever put himself in the situation he was in. He would have honoured his marriage, he would have stayed alone for a few months and gotten himself together. That was what a real husband that loved his wife did. If Brett had been the one to die Sherona would have mourned for years, and been alone for all those years. She would have never touched another male in her entire life except for their son. Lilly really felt so bad for Sherona. The only comfort was that Sherona had never known about their affair or the current situation. At least she had been spared that pain.

"Its so quiet tonight."

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