A yawn escaped Lilly's plush lips as she looked around the town. It seemed all the physical excertion was starting to get to her. A part of her wanted Brayden to take charge again like he had done when he made love to her, but she did know it probably wasn't in his nature. Still it would be nice one day for him to take charge, even if it was just an impromptu dinner like this or an amazingly romantic date which he surprised her with. That would be nice. Lilly did love romance, and a man that could take charge. She did imagine her father was a take charge kind of man even if it had been only in the army. She sighed briefly. She hated him so much for leaving her mother like the spineless coward he was. It was probably a reason Lilly wanted a strong dominant man that did take charge with ease. It would reassure her more that he wasn't going to just leave her the next day for whatever reason.
Spotting a chinese restaurant Lilly walked inside and got them a table. She ordered herself a portion of egg fried rice, a portion of chicken fried rice, a portion of sweet and sour chicken balls, and a portion of prawn crackers along with a coke which had free refills. Yep, she was going to have a great dinner. Maybe even get a portion of profiteroles ( seven in total ) with two scoops of ice cream and a tiny jug of cream. That sounded like an amazing desert to Lilly. Leaning back in her seat she grabbed her napkin and put it gently over her lap politely before glancing around the place. The place sure was done up professionally and authentically. Lilly waited whilst Brayden ordered his food before looking at him as the waitress walked off. He looked so sexy sat there. He could definately be a supermodel himself. She really was one lucky girl wasn't she?
"I don't know. I like a lot of food."
Lilly responded, shrugging, before eating the dishes infront of her. She didn't take it slowly. What was the point? It wouldn't fill her up. They would need to purchase at least two lots of all their orders to get somewhere near being full up. Werewolves sure had voracious appetities. Lilly was used to it by now. She stocked up on everything. Everytime she did a week's shopping it looked more like a month's shopping. Lilly never let it bother her. Why should she? This was how she was now and she had accepted that. She just wished she knew more about being a werewolf. The only thing she could do was phase when she wanted. That was all she had learnt so far and well, she had known after her first uncontrollable phasing that she would need to learn how to control it. She couldn't risk going out and killing someone - maybe even someone she knew - because she couldn't control her phasing.
Lilly yawned briefly between their first orders and second orders before devouring that food too. By then she felt something close to being stuffed. Which was good. She could easily sleep now. Infact, Lilly was already looking around for a good place to curl up. There wasn't anywhere really comfortable in this place to curl up. They would have to go back to Brayden's place to find somewhere comfortable. Shame. Her attention was then distracted by the smell of whipped cream and chocolate. Desert. Mmm. Smelt good to her. She quickly opened the desert menu and looked through it before finding what she had smelled. Profiteroles with whipped cream and vanilla ice cream. Perfect. It was probably close to being her perfect desert. Smiling she leaned back in her chair and stretched a little before letting her gaze fall back on her boyfriend, Brayden.
"Food is good."
Friday, September 4, 2009
a bleeding heart, part 16
A soft sigh left Lilly's plush lips as Brayden agreed to be her boyfriend. She was so happy! Nothing else on this world had ever made her happy. Except... the brief moment she was Brett. Even Lilly couldn't deny he had made her feel happy and like a real woman. She felt like a girl again right now, but she knew as the love grew between her and her imprint Brayden, she would begin to feel like a woman again. It was harder now probably since her mother was here along with her brother. Family always made anyone feel like a kid, and that was probably the reason why since when she had been with Brett her family hadn't been here. Smiling happily up at Brayden she made patterns on his bare chest with her fingertips. She was so glad he could see. Now she didn't need to wish he could see her. He did see her. More then anyone else had ever seen her in her entire life. Brayden truly was special.
"Lets go out and have dinner. I'm starving after that workout."
Lilly spoke with a smile. She was starving, and could devour a whole deer right now due to her werewolf appetite. Getting up she slowly pulled her lingerie back on and then her jeans and halter top. Dressed she turned round to look at Brayden with a smile. God he looked so sexy naked. Hell, he looked sexy naked, clothed, and in any other condition if there was any others. She truly was one lucky girl. As soon as he was ready she grinned happily towards him and took his hand, squeezing it as she strolled out of his house happily. She was hungry for anything right then. Pizza, chinese, curry, anything. Except seafood. She couldn't stand seafood. Anything else though she was more then happy to eat. It didn't take too long to get into town, and before long they were surrounded by places where they could eat from restaurants to fast food places.
"Lets go out and have dinner. I'm starving after that workout."
Lilly spoke with a smile. She was starving, and could devour a whole deer right now due to her werewolf appetite. Getting up she slowly pulled her lingerie back on and then her jeans and halter top. Dressed she turned round to look at Brayden with a smile. God he looked so sexy naked. Hell, he looked sexy naked, clothed, and in any other condition if there was any others. She truly was one lucky girl. As soon as he was ready she grinned happily towards him and took his hand, squeezing it as she strolled out of his house happily. She was hungry for anything right then. Pizza, chinese, curry, anything. Except seafood. She couldn't stand seafood. Anything else though she was more then happy to eat. It didn't take too long to get into town, and before long they were surrounded by places where they could eat from restaurants to fast food places.
a bleeding heart, part 15
Her hands travelled south and unzipped his jeans. Lilly couldn't stop herself any longer. Besides, he had forced her on top of him - not a position she really liked. She had to get some benefits out of it. She wanted him to make love to her like she had always imagined. Sure, those imaginations usually took place on a beach, in the park, on the altar of a church, or on the bartop of a crowded nightclub but it would still be hot on his couch because Brayden would be there. His whole body screamed sex and Lilly just couldn't ignore it. Kissing down his muscular chest she moaned against the skin as she pulled his jeans and boxers down his thighs. Before long she had taken them off, tossed them onto the floor and was now proceeding to take off her own clothes. First the halter top, then her jeans, and then her lingerie too.
He couldn't resist her now. Right? Leaning forward she kissed him passionately, her chest against his as she gently teased him by rolling her hips causing a grinding motion. Before long though the teasing turned into more and about an hour or so later Lilly was laid beneath Brayden entirely satisfied, sweaty, and exhausted. For a good boy he certainly had known exactly how to satisfy a woman. The way he had taken charge and dominated... It had turned her on immensely. He had been rather, well it seemed against the whole idea of making love but after some encouragement he had just turned into this sex god. It had been unbelieveable, and Lilly hadn't been able to resist calling out Brayden's name as she reached her pleasure peak. She loved him. She really did absolutely one hundred per cent love Brayden. No one could tear them apart now. Lilly had finally imprinted locking her heart to Brayden's forever.
"I love you Brayden"
Lilly spoke softly as she laid there beside him with her head on his chest. She did love him too. So much. She couldn't quite believe he had just made love to her. It had been so incredible. She never wanted another man ever again. Just Brayden. He was her life, her heart, and her soul now. She could feel the imprint and for the first time in her life it felt unbreakable. Brayden would never cheat on her or leave her. She knew that, and it was knowing that which gave Lilly the confidence to love again. If she didn't know that then she would have walked away by now. Sighing softly, and happily, she laid content in his arms. She didn't even feel self concious because she was naked. Nope. All she felt was happiness and genuine love. All there was in this world was her and Brayden - oh and the couch too of course. Turning her head she began kissing his chest deeply and lovingly unable to keep her hands off him.
"Your a sex god Brayden... honestly, I've never felt so pleasures, so satisfied, and so loved in my entire life. ... Brayden? ... Will you be my boyfriend?"
Normally Lilly would never ask someone to be her boyfriend. She hadn't even found the guts to ask Brett to be her boyfriend. Deep down she supposed she had always known he would cheat on her. Lilly had just never wanted to believe it. She didn't want to believe that she would be used and hurt like her mother had when she was a teenager. Lilly had stupidly thought that she would be with Brett together forever, and he'd never touch another woman after her. Well, now she was over it, and now she had imprinted on someone else - Brayden. He may be the second guy she imprinted on but that didn't matter. He would be her last. She loved him with all her heart and right now she would do absolutely anything for him. He truly was very special and dear to her. Smiling softly she curled up on top of his body, nuzzling his chest affectionately as she listened to the peaceful silence.
He couldn't resist her now. Right? Leaning forward she kissed him passionately, her chest against his as she gently teased him by rolling her hips causing a grinding motion. Before long though the teasing turned into more and about an hour or so later Lilly was laid beneath Brayden entirely satisfied, sweaty, and exhausted. For a good boy he certainly had known exactly how to satisfy a woman. The way he had taken charge and dominated... It had turned her on immensely. He had been rather, well it seemed against the whole idea of making love but after some encouragement he had just turned into this sex god. It had been unbelieveable, and Lilly hadn't been able to resist calling out Brayden's name as she reached her pleasure peak. She loved him. She really did absolutely one hundred per cent love Brayden. No one could tear them apart now. Lilly had finally imprinted locking her heart to Brayden's forever.
"I love you Brayden"
Lilly spoke softly as she laid there beside him with her head on his chest. She did love him too. So much. She couldn't quite believe he had just made love to her. It had been so incredible. She never wanted another man ever again. Just Brayden. He was her life, her heart, and her soul now. She could feel the imprint and for the first time in her life it felt unbreakable. Brayden would never cheat on her or leave her. She knew that, and it was knowing that which gave Lilly the confidence to love again. If she didn't know that then she would have walked away by now. Sighing softly, and happily, she laid content in his arms. She didn't even feel self concious because she was naked. Nope. All she felt was happiness and genuine love. All there was in this world was her and Brayden - oh and the couch too of course. Turning her head she began kissing his chest deeply and lovingly unable to keep her hands off him.
"Your a sex god Brayden... honestly, I've never felt so pleasures, so satisfied, and so loved in my entire life. ... Brayden? ... Will you be my boyfriend?"
Normally Lilly would never ask someone to be her boyfriend. She hadn't even found the guts to ask Brett to be her boyfriend. Deep down she supposed she had always known he would cheat on her. Lilly had just never wanted to believe it. She didn't want to believe that she would be used and hurt like her mother had when she was a teenager. Lilly had stupidly thought that she would be with Brett together forever, and he'd never touch another woman after her. Well, now she was over it, and now she had imprinted on someone else - Brayden. He may be the second guy she imprinted on but that didn't matter. He would be her last. She loved him with all her heart and right now she would do absolutely anything for him. He truly was very special and dear to her. Smiling softly she curled up on top of his body, nuzzling his chest affectionately as she listened to the peaceful silence.
a bleeding heart, part 14
"What? ... Can't take what?"
Lilly was worried then. Did he mean her? Did he mean he didn't want her?! No. He couldn't. He had already confessed he wanted her. That he loved her. He wouldn't mean that. Inhaling and exhaling deeply she watched him as she slid out from underneath her. Where was he going? Then Brayden got on top of her. That look in his eyes... It sent shivers down her spine and made her heart do a tango. Bedroom eyes. At least that was her first thought. Did he want to make love to her now? Oh god. She felt so excited and yet nervous at the same time. When she felt his pelvis against hers she gasped a little unable to control herself. Sure, she had imagined this in so many ways going from romantic to unadulterated kinky that would make a porn star blush. However she had never imagined it would actually ever happen. It had always been just a dream. Yet here he was. Here they were.
Lilly kissed him back softly at first. Her hand went up to his cheek and cupped it as she let her thumb stroke his cheek. She then deepened the kiss into something more intense, passionate, x-rated, and full of lust as well as love. Her tongue caressed his and then massaged his tongue as her hand then went through his hair. She moaned deeply, especially when his hands began roaming her body, and at that she raked her fingernails down his back. Just one kiss and he already had her turned on. Brayden really was something special. He really was a fast learner too. She moaned again as he flipped them over causing her to straddle his crotch as her hands then went to his muscular chest. Lilly began massaging his pecks as she continued to deepen the kiss wanting to pleasure him so bad. She wanted to hear him moan her name like she had always imagined.
Lilly was worried then. Did he mean her? Did he mean he didn't want her?! No. He couldn't. He had already confessed he wanted her. That he loved her. He wouldn't mean that. Inhaling and exhaling deeply she watched him as she slid out from underneath her. Where was he going? Then Brayden got on top of her. That look in his eyes... It sent shivers down her spine and made her heart do a tango. Bedroom eyes. At least that was her first thought. Did he want to make love to her now? Oh god. She felt so excited and yet nervous at the same time. When she felt his pelvis against hers she gasped a little unable to control herself. Sure, she had imagined this in so many ways going from romantic to unadulterated kinky that would make a porn star blush. However she had never imagined it would actually ever happen. It had always been just a dream. Yet here he was. Here they were.
Lilly kissed him back softly at first. Her hand went up to his cheek and cupped it as she let her thumb stroke his cheek. She then deepened the kiss into something more intense, passionate, x-rated, and full of lust as well as love. Her tongue caressed his and then massaged his tongue as her hand then went through his hair. She moaned deeply, especially when his hands began roaming her body, and at that she raked her fingernails down his back. Just one kiss and he already had her turned on. Brayden really was something special. He really was a fast learner too. She moaned again as he flipped them over causing her to straddle his crotch as her hands then went to his muscular chest. Lilly began massaging his pecks as she continued to deepen the kiss wanting to pleasure him so bad. She wanted to hear him moan her name like she had always imagined.
a bleeding heart, part 13
Brayden was amazing. She couldn't wait to go on their first date or to introduce him to her mother and brother. They would love him. At least she hoped they would, but why wouldn't they? Brayden was more her age, as far as Lilly knew, and he was a good boy. She was positive her mother would see that. Of course like her mother Lilly had a certain attraction to bad boys, but after everything with Brett and his son Christian, Lilly had decided bad boys was not what she needed. She needed a good boy. It was just a bonus that Brayden looked like a bad boy. A leather jacket and black jeans, oh and shirtless, and Brayden could pass for a biker or a rebel. Lilly made a mental note to get Brayden to dress up like that. It would be so... erotic. Speaking of erotic... Lilly lit up as she spotted a sausage left in the bag. Grasping it she quickly devoured it sighing in relief as the hunger finally began to subside.
"Yeah... maybe I think too much."
She offered, biting her bottom lip as she glanced over at Brayden. Both Christian and Brett used to have a go at her for biting her lip. They said it was because they had vampire in their blood but Lilly often thought it was to dominate her. Once all the food was gone Lilly then noticed Brayden was watching television. Lilly was so used to both Macleods being so sexual that she found it rather odd that Brayden wasn't trying to maul her. She also found it rather endearing even if a part of her did worry he didn't see her appealing sexually. Smiling softly she climbed on top of Brayden, laying on top of him with her bottom against his crotch and her back against his chest. Her head laid beside his with a smile upon her plush lips as her hands found his wrists. Lilly then wrapped his arms around her waist, smiling happily as she laid there in Brayden's arms. She had to admit, right then she felt so very happy. Plus, he had excellent choice in movies.
"Yeah... maybe I think too much."
She offered, biting her bottom lip as she glanced over at Brayden. Both Christian and Brett used to have a go at her for biting her lip. They said it was because they had vampire in their blood but Lilly often thought it was to dominate her. Once all the food was gone Lilly then noticed Brayden was watching television. Lilly was so used to both Macleods being so sexual that she found it rather odd that Brayden wasn't trying to maul her. She also found it rather endearing even if a part of her did worry he didn't see her appealing sexually. Smiling softly she climbed on top of Brayden, laying on top of him with her bottom against his crotch and her back against his chest. Her head laid beside his with a smile upon her plush lips as her hands found his wrists. Lilly then wrapped his arms around her waist, smiling happily as she laid there in Brayden's arms. She had to admit, right then she felt so very happy. Plus, he had excellent choice in movies.
a bleeding heart, part 12
He was leaning in. What was he doing? Lilly's heart started racing like a thoroughbred's after the Gold Cup. Was he going to kiss her? He didn't like her... why would he? What if... what if he did like her? Love her even? What if what happened last night had been real? Her head was spinning and her heart was racing. She'd probably end up fainting any second. This couldn't be real... Brayden was so hot, so fine, so sexy, that no words described him. Why on earth would he lean in to kiss her? Why?! Thats what Lilly really wanted to know right then. Suddenly Brayden froze causing Lilly to be absolutely breathless. Why was he stopping? Was there something in her teeth? Did he realise that she was Lilly and not the girl he was fantasising about? Was he second thinking kissing her? This was driving her crazy. How could one guy leaning in to her cause her to think so much. She didn't get it.
Then his lips met hers and she felt her whole body sing. Lilly didn't hesitate one single second in kissing him back. Infact her right hand came up to cup his cheek and she got onto her knees, pressing her curved figure against his as she moaned deeply into the kiss. She had dreamed of this moment for so long. Wanted it for so long. Now it was here and it was far better then she ever imagined. A part of her just wanted them to shed their clothes and make love. However Lilly knew that probably shouldn't happen. It would be far too soon, and she wanted this relationship to actually work unlike the other two. She wanted this one to be forever, and for that to happen she knew she should take it slow and do it properly. Brayden should court her. They should date a long while first. It would be better that way. However telling herself she should stop touching Brayden was a lot easier then actually doing it. After a minute or two she finally managed to pull herself away from him, breathless of course.
"I didn't know... I thought... I thought you didn't want me."
Lilly spoke, feeling completely stupid now. He had just gone for breakfast. He hadn't left her. He did want her. A blush rose upon her porcelien cheeks as she run a hand through her blonde hair. Taking her plate of french toast, bacon, and scrambled eggs she then picked up the plastic cutlery. Embarassed she began eating her breakfast. She was starving, and her hangover was getting worse by the second. Within minutes she had devoured her entire breakfast and was now searching in the bag to see if there was anything left inside it. There were a few tiny bits left which Lilly promptly ate. However she was still starving. Before becoming a werewolf she had a normal apetite. Now she was a werewolf she kept hungering for more and more meat. It wouldn't surprise her if she had ended up eating her body weight in meat each day. Like a wolf though she kept her body trim and lean so it never affected her physically.
"Do you have anything else to eat?"
Then his lips met hers and she felt her whole body sing. Lilly didn't hesitate one single second in kissing him back. Infact her right hand came up to cup his cheek and she got onto her knees, pressing her curved figure against his as she moaned deeply into the kiss. She had dreamed of this moment for so long. Wanted it for so long. Now it was here and it was far better then she ever imagined. A part of her just wanted them to shed their clothes and make love. However Lilly knew that probably shouldn't happen. It would be far too soon, and she wanted this relationship to actually work unlike the other two. She wanted this one to be forever, and for that to happen she knew she should take it slow and do it properly. Brayden should court her. They should date a long while first. It would be better that way. However telling herself she should stop touching Brayden was a lot easier then actually doing it. After a minute or two she finally managed to pull herself away from him, breathless of course.
"I didn't know... I thought... I thought you didn't want me."
Lilly spoke, feeling completely stupid now. He had just gone for breakfast. He hadn't left her. He did want her. A blush rose upon her porcelien cheeks as she run a hand through her blonde hair. Taking her plate of french toast, bacon, and scrambled eggs she then picked up the plastic cutlery. Embarassed she began eating her breakfast. She was starving, and her hangover was getting worse by the second. Within minutes she had devoured her entire breakfast and was now searching in the bag to see if there was anything left inside it. There were a few tiny bits left which Lilly promptly ate. However she was still starving. Before becoming a werewolf she had a normal apetite. Now she was a werewolf she kept hungering for more and more meat. It wouldn't surprise her if she had ended up eating her body weight in meat each day. Like a wolf though she kept her body trim and lean so it never affected her physically.
"Do you have anything else to eat?"
a bleeding heart, part 11
"Oh, well, I'll probably just have some french toast. I'm not that hungry."
A part of her knew she should probably eat a decent meal since she had a hangover but right now Lilly couldn't care less. She shouldn't have kissed him, or gone to him on the couch. Maybe she should have waited until he kissed her but she had been and still was terrified he never would kiss her. That he never wanted her the way she wanted him. Perhaps it would just be best if she left and found somewhere to call home for a bit? There was that saying that absense makes the heart grow fonder. There had to be some truth in it if the saying had lasted through so many centuries. Running a hand through her blonde hair she slowly stood up. Brayden probably didn't want to hear her worries, or what was troubling her. On one hand she knew drowning herself in alcohol wouldn't help but on the other hand it did numb the pain and right now that sounded like the best thing in the world.
"Actually, I think I'm just going to head out and leave you in peace."
Lilly spoke quietly as she stood up. If she remembered right Lilly had actually left behind some clothes here a couple months ago when they had a friendly sleepover. She had worked late, and Brayden had been nice enough to pick her up from the cafe. That had led to her falling asleep in his car so he had ended up taking her back to his place. She left the living room, went back to Brayden's room, and sure enough found her bag on the top of a chest where she had left her clothes. Stripping off she took a quick shower first before putting on the fresh underwear, faded blue skin tight jeans, and a white halter top. Drying her hair she ran a brush through it quickly before putting it up in a high ponytail. Grabbing the pair of white flip flops from the bag she then put her dirty clothes into the bag before heading downstairs again, entering the living room.
When Brayden mentioned she had been crying she bit her bottom lip. What was she supposed to say? The truth? He probably didn't want to hear it. Noticing him looking her in the eye she sighed softly as she walked over to the couch before sitting down where she had been sitting. Maybe she should just be honest. He'd know if she was lieing anyway. A part of her thought that maybe if she just kissed him again that she wouldn't have to say anything but what if he didn't kiss her back again? She couldn't feel that again. It was bad enough now. Inhaling a deep breath she lifted her head a bit before turning to look at Brayden. This was going to hurt wasn't it?
"Yes, I was crying. I thought... I thought last night you said you wanted me but I must have been wrong because as soon as I laid on you, you slid out from under me and left the house."
A part of her knew she should probably eat a decent meal since she had a hangover but right now Lilly couldn't care less. She shouldn't have kissed him, or gone to him on the couch. Maybe she should have waited until he kissed her but she had been and still was terrified he never would kiss her. That he never wanted her the way she wanted him. Perhaps it would just be best if she left and found somewhere to call home for a bit? There was that saying that absense makes the heart grow fonder. There had to be some truth in it if the saying had lasted through so many centuries. Running a hand through her blonde hair she slowly stood up. Brayden probably didn't want to hear her worries, or what was troubling her. On one hand she knew drowning herself in alcohol wouldn't help but on the other hand it did numb the pain and right now that sounded like the best thing in the world.
"Actually, I think I'm just going to head out and leave you in peace."
Lilly spoke quietly as she stood up. If she remembered right Lilly had actually left behind some clothes here a couple months ago when they had a friendly sleepover. She had worked late, and Brayden had been nice enough to pick her up from the cafe. That had led to her falling asleep in his car so he had ended up taking her back to his place. She left the living room, went back to Brayden's room, and sure enough found her bag on the top of a chest where she had left her clothes. Stripping off she took a quick shower first before putting on the fresh underwear, faded blue skin tight jeans, and a white halter top. Drying her hair she ran a brush through it quickly before putting it up in a high ponytail. Grabbing the pair of white flip flops from the bag she then put her dirty clothes into the bag before heading downstairs again, entering the living room.
When Brayden mentioned she had been crying she bit her bottom lip. What was she supposed to say? The truth? He probably didn't want to hear it. Noticing him looking her in the eye she sighed softly as she walked over to the couch before sitting down where she had been sitting. Maybe she should just be honest. He'd know if she was lieing anyway. A part of her thought that maybe if she just kissed him again that she wouldn't have to say anything but what if he didn't kiss her back again? She couldn't feel that again. It was bad enough now. Inhaling a deep breath she lifted her head a bit before turning to look at Brayden. This was going to hurt wasn't it?
"Yes, I was crying. I thought... I thought last night you said you wanted me but I must have been wrong because as soon as I laid on you, you slid out from under me and left the house."
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